Toxic love sonnet #1

Dear Lord Strahd von Zarovich, love Escher.

Would you still love me if I died today? 
Alas. A precious thought—but not by choice.
Thus, I tread these halls, fading day by day.
Lifelong agonies just to hear your voice.

But darkness pulls you into her once more.
A curse. An intoxicating nightmare.
Though I wish to be the one you adore.
Drowning in sweet poison, just to be there.

O, grief! But still, you love her and not me.
So my soul weeps with a heart of sorrow.
If I could just be the one to hold thee.
And dwell in your darkness ‘til the morrow.

They named you a devil, and I still fall.
But I know now. You’ll never love—at all.

This poem was inspired by characters and events in Curse of Strahd, by Wizards of the Coast.